Not For You

I will not sit around and pretend to care for you
Because I don't.
You will not catch me acting like I do.
See your mistakes,
And realize all the times your wrong
Before you decide to judge me
Or just so happen to "catch me in the act".

It was just the other day
When we made sweet gum drops
with the hummingbirds.

And it was just today We changed.

I won't grow remorseful
because somehow,
I knew this would be
We are not the same
And now we both see.

Although I will miss our friendship
Somehow..
Shit,
I just won't pretend to sit around and care for you.

By Erica Bush