I Feel Like Dying

I've been drifting In and Out of Life
for quite some time now.
I live to Die
I die to Live.
The very moment I come back to life,
I have trouble recalling what happened
within in short period of time.
I die to have fun
And to feel revived from all harsh rays that strike upon me.
I Die because I can.
Death is not reality
And that's the beauty of It.
It allows you to Escape

escape...

escape..

written by: Erica Bush

I am Not Justifed by My Actions However, You Still Judge Me by Them.

I make Life's biggest mistakes.
And sometimes, instead of learning from them the first time, I do it again.
It's not until the second time I realize that
I need to get my shit together ..immediately. That is Until another day passes by..
And I find myself in the same postion I was in before I "cleared my mind".

This is what I call Life.
I am forever reliving each day.

I live it..I make the best of it..and I fuck up in it.
But Since all the "rules" to follow by in life are either vague, contradictory, or based off a philosphy I can't comprehend..who are You? to say that I'm not living life on the [right path]? Although
I've been lost..............

I feel as though I am where I belong.

Where is the right path?
Are you on it?
Shall I just follow you?
I say Fuck No.
I'd rather be
Continuing my very own journey in life until [ I*] discover the path with a rainbow over it..and hummingbirds flying everywhere..
I don't know if that will be the "right" path but I know..
It'll be beautiful.
And I would smile
I'd be smiling at Life.